` , DANCING WITH MYSELF

[CINDY EVANS]

today, i felt lonely. so i shifted and sat up in a tree until some birds came and sat with me and then i didn't feel so lonely anymore. ♥

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[CINDY EVANS]

tonight anders is going to teach me to swim. i think. i don't know how well it's going to work... i'll have to physically get in the pool... i've never been near the camp's pool... but, i trust anders (: he'll be nice about it. i like him a lot for someone i only just met. he's different and thinks the same way i do. i'd better go find my swimming costume though, i don't even know if i have one! might ask dell if i can borrow hers...

the cat is evan's by the way. so cute. :3

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[CINDY EVANS]

i wish i could play an instrument. then i could sit and play music in some random part of the woods where no one could hear me but myself and i'd play songs and sing along until it was morning and i realised that i actually really needed some sleep. maybe i would invite anders to come and sing with me too though, because i think he probably had a really nice singing voice. plus i like the way everything feels when he's around. all the blues are lots more blue and the sky glows like it does when i'm a tiger and i look up and the colours are so intense i wish i could take a photo in tiger eyes.

last night i curled up under my duvet and pretended that al was with me and that we were searching through a pirate cave for treasure because neither of us could sleep. then i fell asleep hugging a pillow and woke up all confused because the duvet was still over my head.

i've worked out how to keep my tiger ears away, but i'm not sure if i want to. i am proud of who i am, both tiger and person, so maybe i'll keep my ears or my tail all of the time to show that off. i don't care what people outside of camp say - they were all monkeys once, so they're all very hypocritical for saying things about me.

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