LOLLYGAGING IN DREAM LAND``

[OCTOBER SKYE LITTLE]

[OCTOBER SKYE LITTLE]

I'VE GONE FOR TOO LONG
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TODAY IS *MONDAY* ...

*it's been a while since i have written, in the past few days i have been getting settled at camp. it's so great to be back. to see all of my friends, gosh i have missed them so much. i have had some much fun in just the past few days. just goofing off and hanging out. it's nice to be around people who get you. who understand everything that your going through. oh geeze, listen to me. i sounds like i go to some alcoholics anonymous camp or something like that. like i have a problem haha. but anyway, loads has happened in the past few days. we had orientation, you know for all the new ones that came this year. they we had a welcoming party, that was fun. and well as i said i get to see my friends.

though one thing is different. there is this boy. i don't know who he is but ryan says his name is stefan romano. well anyway i saw him when i was with kalley and jessica in the field. i didn't notice him at first but then i heard his thoughts. he was thinking about me. me. that's when i turned around. he stood there, staring. he didn't scare me nor did it seem odd that he was just standing there, gazing in my direction. he was the most handsome boy i had ever seen. there was just something about him. something that seemed, inviting.

but that was the only time i saw him that day. i also saw him at dinner. it was just after ryan and i went for a swim in the pool. that was when i asked him if he knew who stefan was. that's how i learned his name. stefan. at dinner, again i was will kalley and jess, i felt a pair of eyes one me. i knew it had to be him. i turned in his direction. there he was, looking. watching. i held his gaze and returned the stare. i had no fear. but i had that feeling. the same one as before. i felt invited.

but yes, that is all that has happened in the last couple of days. now that i have poured all of this out i feel like i still need to clear my head. i think it may be time for a walk. wish me luck, i have to sneak my way out. no on is aloud out after ten and it's a bit after. it's around midnight. until tomorrow! *

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♥••••••••••xoxo, *TOBY SKYE* [/right]
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