IN THE DIARY OF JANE

[ALEXIS ISABELLA ROTH]

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inseparable just talk yourself up and tear yourself down
´´other half you ripped through one wall now find a way around
´´best friend well what's the problem you've got a lot of nerve
´´like family you never wanted to stay i put my faith in you, so much faith
´´inner circle somehow everything's gonna fall right into place if we only had a way
´´flirty friend to make it all fall faster everyday if only time flew like a dove
´´pregnant dog friend i put my faith in you, so much faith and then you just threw it away
´´friend of a friend you threw it away i'm not so naïve my sorry eyes can see
´´family friend the way you fly shy of almost everything well, if you give up
´´gossip friend you'll get what you deserve what'd you think I would say
´´online/chat friend screaming "hallelujah" we'll make it last forever
´´top ten you can't run away, you can't run away so what did you think
´´party buddy i would say you can't run away, you can't run away
´´drinking buddy you wouldn't i never wanted to say this you never wanted to stay[/right]

´´confidant i put my faith in you, so much faith and then you just threw it away
´´secret keeper you threw it away you were finished long before
´´on and off again we had even seen the start why don't you stand up, be a man about it
´´childhood pal fight with your bare hands about it now i never wanted to say this
´´secret friends what'd you think i would say you can't run away
´´forbidden friends you can't run away so what did you think I would say
´´share the same values you never wanted to stay well did you i put my faith in you
´´rock star friends we gotta make it fly faster than i'm falling in love
´´riot friends this time we're not giving up let's make it last forever
´´partners in crime that you're dying, dying just living proof that the camera's lying
´´gal pal set restrictions separate from the world the constant battle
´´lunch buddies got nothing but time on our hands this time we're not giving up
´´annoying friend and then you just threw it away i never wanted to say this
´´guy friend that you hate to fight just blame the limelight

´´same clique if only time flew like a dove we could watch it fly and just keep looking on
´´school friend screaming "hallelujah" we'll make it last forever
´´pen pal learn from don't you know by now you can't turn back
´´shopping pal if you let me I could i'd show you how to build your fences
´´e-mail pen pal holding onto patience, wearing thin i can't force these eyes to see the end
´´fake friend you're always on display for everyone to watch and
´´frenemy and oh oh open wide cause this is your night so smile
´´wish I was your friend and we've got time on our hands and we've got, got nothing
´´wish you were my friend because this road is all you'll ever have it's obvious
´´prank pals this time we're not giving up let's make it last forever
´´study buddy i never wanted to say this you never wanted to stay
´´high school crew oh, let's make it last forever screaming "hallelujah"
´´college friends you can't run away, you can't run away you wouldn't
´´teammates but time on our hands got nothing but, got nothing but
´´acquaintances cause you'll go out in style you'll go out in style

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´´can’t trust you our daydream spills from my corked head breaks free
´´can’t trust me you'd like me you know praying for love in a lap dance
´´cheated on praying for love in a lap dance and paying in naivety
´´scared of you oh, isn't this exactly where you'd like me i'm exactly where you'd like me
´´backstabber as she sheds her skin on stage i'm seated and sweating to a
´´i want you dead where you'd like me i'm exactly where you'd like me you know
´´you want me dead praying for love in a lap dance and paying in naivety
´´apathy those watermelon smiles just can’t ripen underwater
´´friends turned enemies slowly drift across wax ponds the men all played along
´´irrational hate and paying in naivety oh isn't this exactly where you'd like me
´´i dislike you so our matching legs are marching clocks and we’re all too small to talk to god
´´you dislike me and I wouldn't be caught dead in this place and isn't this exactly
´´mutual dislike smirking between dignified sips of his dignified peach and lime daiquiri
´´plain out loathing scarecrow now it’s time to hatch sprouting suns and ageless daughters
´´jealousy tripping eyes, and flooded lungs northern downpour sends its love
´´wish i were you well, I'm afraid that I, well I may have faked it
´´enemies based on alliance just can’t ripen underwater the men all played along

´´enemies based on values praying for love and paying in naivety praying for love
´´go to hell oh, isn't this exactly where you'd like me i'm exactly where you'd like me you know
´´i hope you choke and die praying for love in a lap dance
´´hardcore hatred i'm exactly where you'd like me, you know praying for love
´´spreading rumors about me if all our life is but a dream fantastic posing greed
´´spreading rumors about you genius only comes along in storms of fabled foreign tongues
´´i make you nervous praying for love in a lap dance and paying in naivety
´´family turned enemies dance song on the club's PA. and the strip joint veteran sits two away
´´opposing team/side and boy did they have fun behind the sea they sang
´´miscommunication to god yes, we’re all too smart to talk to god
´´enemy of a friend so our matching legs are marching clocks and we’re all too small to talk
´´friend of an enemy well I may have faked it and I wouldn't be caught dead dead in this place
´´competitor then we should feed our jewelry to the sea for diamonds do appear to be

´´unfriendly rivalry just like broken glass to me and then she said she can't believe
´´friendly rivalry where you'd like me i'm exactly where you'd like me you know
´´taking your place yeah, we’re all too smart to talk to god oh, we’re all too smart to talk to god
´´taking my place and I wouldn't be caught dead-d-dead-d-dead-d-dead in this place
´´you like my lover like bobbing bait for bathing cod floating flocks of candle swans
´´i like your loverin a lap dance and paying in naivety oh, but I'm afraid that i
´´physical confrontations now I'm of consenting age to be forgetting you in a cabaret
´´verbal confrontations somewhere downtown where a burlesque queen may even ask my name
´´mind games and boy did they have fun behind the sea they sang
´´you annoy me of my wooden neck left a nod over sleeping waves
´´i annoy you toast the fine folks casting silver crumbs to us from the dock
´´you won’t shut up jinxed things ringing as they leak through tiny cracks in the boardwalk
´´i won’t stop talking and isn't this exactly where you'd like me i'm exactly where
´´bittersweet, but mostly bitter well, I'm afraid that I, well that's right, well I may have faked it[/color]

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puppy love because a girl like you is impossible to find
´´school girl crush and if theres one thing that i know its that its best to just let it roll
´´crush on me participating and u signal me to stay but i open my mouth any way
´´crush on you and hold on to your words cause talk is cheap and remember me tonight
´´mutual crush that I will fall for you over again don't make me change my mind
´´i think you’re hot its out of our control and if theres one thing that i know
´´you think I’m hot another day i swear it's true because a girl like you
´´fleeting glances so breathe in so deep breathe me in i'm yours to keep
´´innocent flirting that I will fall for you over again don't make me
´´not so innocent flirting make sure im worth every single second
´´physical attraction so lets just let it roll just dont waste ur night before it started
´´chemistry because a girl like you is impossible to find you're impossible to find
´´lusting after you and im watching u and im waiting for the perfect time to start
´´lusting after me change my mind or I won't live to see another day
´´tempting you in the moonlight your face it glows like a thousand diamonds
´´tempting me I suppose and your hair flows like the ocean breeze[/right]


´´one night stand but its over were gonners its out of our control
´´drunken flirts and if theres one thing that i know its that its best to just let it roll
´´friends with benefits so lets just let it roll and now its over were gonners
´´enemies with benefits and i signal u to go where it will take us i don't know
´´bittersweet, but mostly sweet and i know its late but im waiting
´´f&ck buddies staking out what could be better than all the money in the world
´´love/hate the night smells like december and we're deep undercovers
´´make out buddies i swear it's true because a girl like you is impossible to find
´´obsessive over you you're impossible to find this is not what I intended
´´obsessive over me oh, but hold your breathe because tonight will be the night
´´mutual obsession cut me down to size defenseless im defensless
´´i’m your brand of heroin so lets just let it roll your hazel eyes paralyze my senses
´´you’re my brand of heroin or I won't live to see another day i swear it's true
´´i’m playing you but hold your breathe because tonight will be the night
´´you’re playing me and if theres one thing that i know its that its best to just let it roll
´´forbidden attraction you’re invincible yeah, It’s true it’s in your eyes
´´star crossed lovers its that its best to just let it roll so lets just let it roll

´´tragic ending over again don't make me change my mind
´´childhood love but its over were gonners its out of our control
´´high school sweetheart when you're asleep because tonight will be the night
´´past on good terms not a million fights could make me hate you
´´past on bad terms or I won't live to see another day i swear it's true
´´past—i want you back i may have failed but I have loved you from the start
´´past—you want me back is impossible to find it's impossible
´´current relationship for the moment that i’ve been anticipating
´´current—on the rocks the best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
´´current—totally in love don't make me change my mind or I won't live to see
´´future relationship could it be that we have been this way before
´´future—final (possible/set in stone) that I will fall for you over again
´´future—future ex i know you're wearing thin down to the core
´´developing relationship—flirting i know you don't think that i am trying
´´developing relationship—letting you in you always thought that I was stronger
´´developing relationship—letting me in i always swore to you I'd never fall apart
´´soul mate and now its over were gonners its out of our control
´´infatuation tonight will be the night that I will fall for you

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´´respective of you it's only natural don’t you wanna swim with me don’t you wanna feel my skin
´´respective of me don't you wanna feel my bones on your bones it’s only natural
´´protective over you it's someone's calling an angel whispers my name
´´protective over me that I had in February of last year it's not confidential i've got potential
´´guardian angel a cinematic vision ensued like the holiest dream
´´you’re my hero with this game i'm breaking my back just to know your name but heaven ain't
´´i’m your hero and in the ocean we'll hold hands but I don't really like you
´´hunting/tracking you don't you wanna feel my bones on your bones
´´hunting/tracking me on your skin it's only natural don't you wanna come with me
´´blood relative ready let's roll onto something new taking its toll and I'm leaving without you
´´in-law we took a backroad in my car down to the ocean it’s only water and sand

´´father cause heaven ain't close in a place like this i said heaven ain't close in a place like this
´´mother it's only natural don't you wanna swim with me don't you wanna feel my skin
´´sister without an answer, the thunder speaks for the sky, and on the cold, wet dirt I cry
´´brother but they can never wrong this right don't you wanna come with me
´´cousin breaking my back just to know your name seventeen tracks and i've had it
´´aunt bring it back down, bring it back down tonight never thought I'd let a rumor ruin my
´´uncle don't you wanna come with me don't you wanna feel my bones on your bones
´´mentor well somebody told me you had a boyfriend who looked like a girlfriend
´´teacher cause heaven ain't close in a place like this i said heaven ain't close in a place like
´´heard about you but it's gone to the dogs in my mind i always hear them
´´heard about me come with me we took a back road we're gonna look at the stars
´´stalking you close in a place like this anything goes but don't blink you might miss
´´stalking me don’t you wanna feel my bones on your bones it's only natural

´´keeping secrets from you when the dead of night comes calling to save me from this fight
´´keeping secrets from me and I never had a good time i never got gold it’s only natural
´´first name basis on your skin it's only natural i never had a lover i never had soul
´´last name basis but the message relayed is the same wait till tomorrow you'll be fine
´´never met, but know of you*Bellz [TheWicked] pace yourself for me i said maybe baby please but i just
´´used to know you and on the cold, wet dirt I cry don’t you wanna come with me
´´employer come and take a swim with me don't you wanna feel my skin on your skin
´´roommate apologetically dressed in the best, but on a heartbeat glide
´´co-worker bring it back down, bring it back down tonight never thought I'd let a rumor[/color]

this amazing plot (yes, it's amazing don't try to deny it) was made by the equally if not more amazing ME! *giggles* aka Bellz
the credits for the many lyrics up there go to the amazing bands and some of my personal favourites: Paramore, Secondhand Serenade, Panic at the Disco, The Killers and Hey Monday. in that order.
so, i think you noticed that there are a lot of relationships up there, they're there for a reason... use them at least about 6 or something should be no problem to do. everyone that has met me once, knows that i love drama. so give it to me, make the history or oppinion a bit interesting. haters, lovers, friends, all of it just give me that drama. and use the code people.. that's also here for a reason. post in and out of code when you're replying.

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GIRLS:
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[SIZE=0]Relationships here QUOTE FOR COLOURS!![/SIZE]

[color=EE1289][Alexis[/b][/color] says [color=EE1289]• • •[/color] [SIZE=0]"if i said something, paste here. otherwise leave blank."[/SIZE]
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[color=EE1289][b]Alexis[/b][/color] says [color=EE1289]• • •[/color] [SIZE=0]"if i said something, paste here. otherwise leave blank."[/SIZE]
[color=4F94CD][b]charactername[/b][/color] says [color=4F94CD]• • •[/color] [SIZE=0]"history in first person, please."[/center] [/SIZE][/color][/blockquote]

[ALEXIS ISABELLA ROTH]